..no more social life..

i feel like i'm stuck in a rot.. i need to unwind.. go shopping, watch movie, hang out with friends.. i want to have some sense of normalcy in my life.. life is really different when i had carlisle, i cant do those things at once.. i love my baby so much.. he is my everything.. we bond everyday, every hour, every minute.. he demands most of my time that i dont have time for anything else..as much as i want to do those stuffs i sacrificed it for his sake.. im not blaming him or anything it's just that i want to keep the balance.. oh well, if there's one thing i know as of the moment, life doesn't allow me to have the best of both worlds.. i know this is just a phase and soon i'll get through this..