..no more social life..

i feel like i'm stuck in a rot.. i need to unwind.. go shopping, watch movie, hang out with friends.. i want to have some sense of normalcy in my life.. life is really different when i had carlisle, i cant do those things at once.. i love my baby so much.. he is my everything.. we bond everyday, every hour, every minute.. he demands most of my time that i dont have time for anything else..as much as i want to do those stuffs i sacrificed it for his sake.. im not blaming him or anything it's just that i want to keep the balance.. oh well, if there's one thing i know as of the moment, life doesn't allow me to have the best of both worlds.. i know this is just a phase and soon i'll get through this..

..My day..

..Happy 23rd birthday to me..

..today i've grown a year older..

..another year, another chance..
..another candle added to my cake..
..and wishes to my lists..

..i'm thankful that i'm still able to celebrate this wonderful day with my family and special people because not everyone is lucky enough to reach this age..

..i had a great time..
..spending it with them is all worth it..
..Whatever life has in store for me, i'm ready for it..

..im not expecting gifts, however i received some..
..oh well, it's always good to expect the unexpected..

.. watch me grow..

 Here are some pictures of my baby that i'm very much proud to share the world. Pictures of him from birth up to the present. I enjoyed looking at these that i realized time really flies. Parang kailan lang, i had him inside me, even up to now, i still can't believe that this little angel was that thing inside my tummy.

Name: Mark Josh Carlisle
N-name: weed2x, lyle, carling
Date: May 1, 2009
Time: 7:49 am
Place: PSH

baby @ the nursery

* 2weeks old

*baby @ 1 mos.

My baby loves the camera.. he knows how to frown and smile.. oh well, i can see a star in the making

                                                   

oopss! baby's naked.. preparing for his bath

 

*baby @ 4 m0s.

..pa cute mode..smile for the camera by..

baby with his walker

Happy Christening Mark Josh Carlisle

my bumble bee.. he looks like a bee with his shades on..

he knows how to sit without support and feeds himself with a cookie

My Blog » Blog Archive » Only you

My Blog » Blog Archive » Only you: "Only you
Just when you came
Out of the blue i became
No one could ever tell
Astonished they’ve been
Since you came into my life
Everything fall into place
No one can get in our way
Remembering what you always say
In my life I needed someone
Can you stay and be the one?
On this day my heart belongs to you
My love will always be true
Always and forever I will be
No one can take you away
Zeal of our love, hope it wouldn’t end
All the pains only you can mend
Now till the end of time there is no other
Only you i’ll love forever"

My Blog » Blog Archive » Every Heart

My Blog » Blog Archive » Every Heart:

"Every Heart"

Every heart wants to love a little
better
Every heart needs someone
on their side
Every heart seems a little broken
and hurt
Every heart has someone meant
to heal them
Every heart loves stronger than
anyone knows
Every heart learns to give in and
just be
Every heart knows what trully
love is
Every heart pleads on the inside
for someone to stay
Every heart will love intensely
and strongly…
Forever

My Blog » Blog Archive » falling in love

My Blog » Blog Archive » falling in love:

"falling in love"


We all want to fall in love. why?
because that experience makes us feel completely alive.
Where every sense is heightened,
every emotion is magnified,
our everyday reality is shattered
and we are flying into the heavens.
It may only last a moment, an hour, an afternoon.
But that doesn’t deminish its value.
Because we are left with memories that we treasure for the rest of our lives.